Day 22: What is your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
My lowest weight since i’ve stopped growing is my current weight! 136-138.
I gained weight because i stopped caring about being a good swimmer because i hated it so much and still ate whatever i wanted.
Day 23: Did the media play a role in you wanting to lose weight?
I can’t say it didn’t influence me at all. I did it more so that i wouldn’t be so grossed out when my fat rolled over my bra when i sat down.
Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pro-ana and pro-mia?
I think they’re dumb. I feel like whoever came up with the terms felt less ashamed saying they were pro-eating disorder by not saying the whole thing. People who promote eating disorders to others are horrible people. Personally, I don’t understand how anybody could feel that forcing their unhealthy habits on others is acceptable, but i’ve never had an eating disorder so maybe i don’t understand how they think either.
I woke up with a nasty ass cold and i am so annoyed! i was planning on going hard at the gym today since i’ve been slacking but now i feel like i shouldn’t. I’m still going to work out but i’m going to take it kind of easy. UGH whyyyyyy do i have to be sick?