June 2012
Day 22: What is your lowest weight? How and why did you gain?
My lowest weight since i’ve stopped growing is my current weight! 136-138.
I gained weight because i stopped caring about being a good swimmer because i hated it so much and still ate whatever i wanted.
Day 23: Did the media play a role in you wanting to lose weight?
I can’t say it didn’t influence me at all. I did it more so that i wouldn’t be so grossed out when my fat rolled over my bra when i sat down.
Day 24: How do you feel about the terms pro-ana and pro-mia?
I think they’re dumb. I feel like whoever came up with the terms felt less ashamed saying they were pro-eating disorder by not saying the whole thing. People who promote eating disorders to others are horrible people. Personally, I don’t understand how anybody could feel that forcing their unhealthy habits on others is acceptable, but i’ve never had an eating disorder so maybe i don’t understand how they think either.
#i dont wanna go to work.
it is absolutely terrifying to me that there are more commercials for dog food that is all natural than human food. WHY WOULD YOU FEED YOUR DOG BETTER FOOD THAN YOU FEED YOURSELF?!?!?!
i have this bedtime tea and it is seriously so yummy. if i didn’t make me so sleepy i’d definitely be chugging this shit all day longgggg